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THE EIGHTH FACE
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...
And also upon the servants
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and
upon the handmaids in those days
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will
I pour out my spirit.
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Joel 2:29
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Nita was in no mood for company.
Another in the endless series of tests had just been completed - a lumbar
puncture, which was very painful - and furthermore the nurse had accidentally
cut her with a surgical knife. After patching the wound they had wheeled Nita
into radiology for another in the endless series of scannings, and then
trolleyed her back to her ward. It was always awkward, trundling her limp
body from the rolling cart back into her bed, but today the aides had
struggled more than usual, and had bumped her spine on the railing. Nita felt
like crying - in fact, loudly, - but she still refused to give in to it.
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She lay sulking in the bed, a bag
of bones, praying, "Why me, God?" and angrily holding back the
tears, when the husband of another relative walked in with Colton
Wickramaratne. For a long time he had wanted Colton, his pastor, to pray for
Nita.
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Nita made every effort to be
pleasant, as always, as they were introduced, but she was not disposed toward
socializing at the moment. She was still mad at God. She answered the
preacher's questions, smiled sweetly, and closed her eyes as he prayed. As he
left she said, "Thank you for coming," but she really meant,
"Thank you for going."
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As a matter of courtesy Colton
returned once a week. He normally did the same for anyone in the hospital. He
prayed for this young person's healing, and shared the Word with her. Occasionally
he would drop by twice in one week, but Nita was never more, or less
enthusiastic than before. She had scores of visitors, and as her condition
deteriorated she tired easily and they wore her out faster.
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She said she was Spirit-filled,
but Colton wondered about that. She never prayed aloud with him, never said
hallelujah, never responded with much more than a nod or a pleasantry. Colton
had prayed for hundreds in his lifetime; he had seen cancers cured, heart
problems solved, and even more dramatic healings of life and limb. But with
Nita, he felt he was getting nowhere. At times Nita would grow impatient with
his childlike faith. Indeed, she could see that none of his faith-talk was
slowing the decay of her body, so she
analysed his statements, piece by piece, challenging him to answer her
scepticism. Colton grew impatient too. This wasn't just spare time he was
spending, after all! He was a busy man. His church was in a big building
programme. He had dozens of others to visit and counsel, and the hospital was
a good distance from the church.
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Colton was always pleasant and
polite - so was Nita - but each day as he left, he simmered a little hotter.
He could hardly understand her Episcopal decorum since he himself worshipped
passionately in the typical freewheeling Pentecostal style. And Nita, after
ten nerveracking, exhausting months in the limbo of paralysis, was not
inclined to humour any preacher's peculiar mood swings. Their plastic smiles
hid a small hostility between them.
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Finally one day, as he walked out
of the ward, Colton decided he had dawdled long enough.
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"Father, it's a waste of my
time," he began in prayer as he walked down the hall. "She's a
brick wall. I can't get through. She won't exercise a bit of faith. She will
not even say hallelujah."
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He walked out the door and toward
his car. "It would be different if I had nothing else to do," he
grumbled.
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Colton got into the blue
Volkswagen and slammed the door. "I'm not coming back to visit this girl
any more. I've had enough of her. Who does she think she is?
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He revved the engine angrily and
turned around in the seat to back out of his space, but something unexpected
caught his eye. In the window a few paces behind him, he saw a face - Nita's face.
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She was looking into her mirror,
smiling pleasantly, onto the parking lot as she always did when a visitor
left. Colton stared hard. He knew it was Nita's face, but somehow it was
different. He had seen it somewhere before. He slumped back into his seat and
stopped the engine.
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His
mind drew back to that day, twenty years ago, when the eight faces appeared
on his wall. He recalled each man's face, and he recalled meeting each of the
seven.
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But
the final face, the woman ...
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Colton's heart began thumping.
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"God, either you're making a
mistake, or I'm making a mistake.
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"It can't be," he prayed
nervously. "That's the face I saw
in my vision!"
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He sat stunned, and then arousing
himself after a final look, he started the Volkswagen. He pulled the car into
gear and dashed out of the parking lot, headed for the ocean. He raced to his
usual place, his rocky hideaway, and cried out to his Father.
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"That girl can't be the
eighth face. That girl was only four years old in 1957 when I saw the
vision!" he argued with God.
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Deep into the night, Colton was
still petitioning. "How can she have a role in the Asian revival? She
doesn't accept anything on faith! She analyses everything."
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Till two in the morning Colton sat
in his hideaway wrestling with God. The sea crashed on the rocks nearby with
insistent faithfulness.
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"No God, she never even says
hallelujah!"
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But the conviction would not wash
away with the tide,
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the
Lord's answer was simple and direct.
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"She
is the eighth face!"
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Colton dragged himself home, in
the early morning darkness. His wife Suzanne and their sons had come to the
hospital searching for him, and Nita had told them he had left around six
o'clock. They were afraid his car had crashed and that he was lying
helplessly in some forsaken ditch. They had called the police and spent the
night praying tearfully for his safe return. But Colton had been so shaken in
his spirit he totally forgot his family's concern for his safety as he spent
the hours in passionate prayer.
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Colton came home a different
person. His eyes were red, but gleaming. He had a new touch from God, a new
hope for Nita's future - and the future of all Asia. By some miracle, this
hopeless paralytic girl was going to be an instrument of revival in Asia. And
now, finally he, Colton, could declare his vision! He could share the
fascinating promise of God with each of the eight people.
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The thrill of his discovery,
however, soon wore off. Colton arrived at the hospital early the next morning
with Suzanne and unloaded the entire story ... the collection of faces on the
wall ... and the part that each of these eight people was assured of playing
in the Asian revival.
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Nita was unimpressed! She was dying of myelitis, a creeping
paralysis that was destroying her limbs and vital organs, and, apart from
that, she had always been cynical
about visions and dreams and voices. The story Colton told her really
bore no relevance to her.
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"God
is going to heal you," Colton insisted. "You're going to have an
impact on all of Asia."
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"You can't be sure of
that," Nita replied coolly. "I come from a family of medical
people. I know full well that my disease will eventually reach my heart and
lungs, and I will die. But you're good to try and encourage me."
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"I would never give you false
hopes," Colton answered. "But
I saw your face in the vision. You
are going to live."
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Nita shrugged. The preacher could
believe whatever he liked. She couldn't stop him.
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"I don't expect anything of
you," Colton finally said before he left. "I just want you to know
what I believe about you, and how I care about what happens to you. I believe
God has a purpose for your life, and He wants Suzanne and me to stand with
you."
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Nita said nothing. He wasn't even
her pastor and he was a little too emotional to please her. But if he wanted
to believe, that was his business. He would learn soon enough that her case
was hopeless.
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Colton promised to return. He had
to counsel a young couple across town that afternoon, but he would come back
the next morning to pray with her.
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God had a different agenda.
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